thinking about its roughy 30 days since i last blogged. ( 1 month ).

i dont know what i feeel so weird, like just weird. as if something is wrong. i dont know if its because there are many people who left, or was it graduation that made me upset, uncertainty or was it because my parents are here in the states now so i cant enjoy myself for holiday.

i just simply got no idea. but one thing is for sure, i am not feeeling happy. the songs that im listening to now made me feel even more sad. by sad i meant its more like reminiscing, like now everything that is in my mind are things that happened in the past. various images of the past are just flowing through my head. 

aaaaaaah.